I am actually using my mom’s ipad to post this haha. While waiting for my dad to get ready to go out with me, i thought i should update this space a little 😀
God is so romantic 🙂 He always have ways to cheer me up and making sure that i am good. You know, i should never let things that i am struggling to make me loose sight of Him because that can cause one to be more depressed. Let the holy spirit fill you and empower you to be strong and courageous to overcome everything. He makes all things good in His way and timing… Thank you Jesus xoxo
Just felt like blogging today though i know i hardly visit this place that much anymore.
The journey has not been easy ever since I have decided to let go and let God. The human flesh part of me hoped i didn’t make that decision, yet i know deep down in my heart, it will be beautiful in the end 🙂
Other than that, this semester is really crazy and hectic… seriously can’t wait for it to be over :< Reading articles and writing essays consistently is really not my cup of tea, therefore I am really struggling at this moment yet i know i can pull through this soon… really can’t wait till the day that i submit my thesis and then bye bye uni and hello work!
Philippians 4:6-9 (NLT)
6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
8 And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise. 9 Keep putting into practice all you learned and received from me—everything you heard from me and saw me doing. Then the God of peace will be with you.
I have decided to let go of this thing I have had for you for the longest time. I know it’s not going to be easy, but I don’t want it to be a blockage of being able to reach out to my Heavenly Father in the deepest level. Thank you for teaching me so much all these while though and I know that He has greater plans for me (:
Take Your reign in my life, Lord
All I need is You
This is my prayer Lord
Fall in This Place
Take me to the place lord
Where there’s nothing else but me and you
Longing for your presence
I know that you are calling me to you
Here i stand
And long for your embrace
Could ever take your place
Come holy spirit
Fall in this place
I need more and more of you
Fill me again with the power of your spirit
Lord i’m crying out for
More and more of you
Lord i’m crying out for
More and more of you (oh)
Wow~ it’s been one month plus since I last updated this space. This one month plus has been indescribably awesome with many many things happening ! Had my exam and last assignment handed in and then it was vacation! I checked myself in to church office almost every Thursday and Friday to do work for the King 🙂
A few changes had taken place I guess and it’s been exciting
1) Love the time at Family church camp were I was able to interact more with people and also receive so much of His love and His revelation for my life and ministries. He is just so good!
2) I have decided to serve in the youth again after running away for 3 years, but His grace is more than enough for me and am learning how to serve under submission of my youth pastor and the sheps. Loving this journey so much and loving the girls I am watching over 🙂
3) Been teaching 2 kids who are from my sunday school at their home almost weekly and it’s interesting to know how hungry they are for God and that they are learning to be bold and courageous to pray at the age of 6 and 8 years old. wow amazed!
4) There are 20++ sign ups out of 150 for my school research and it’s so awesome!!
5) Working out some insecurities which can be very sucky at times, but I think I can do it! 🙂
Well, I am like rambling stuffs which are all over the place. Hopefully I will be hardworking enough to update here more often!
We’ve been building this friendship and it’s beautiful and I am glad that God has been so gracious and faithful to help us build this friendship, putting Him in the centre.
Can i confess something? Today my desire for you is so strong 😦
Late at night before I went to sleep, I felt rejected for some reasons. I was so sad that I cried myself to sleep, however I had this awesome dream that really made me realised even when the whole world rejects me, Jesus is still there for me. So here it goes…
I was in this place with my other friends and I was cleaning the place. My friends decided to leave without me for some outing which I knew where the place was. After much consideration, I decided to pop by secretly. I was then assigned to another group to embark on the outing place. When we were at the outing place (I know this sounds very weird), we knelt down and worship God and infront of us were a group of white figures(I think angels?) Suddenly, a white tall figure man carried me and sat me down somewhere where no one could see and he spoke with me for a while (which i cant remember the content). He then made appointment with me to meet him again. And so the next time that I met up with him, someone tried to disturb, but the man scolded the person to not disturb me.
I believe with all my heart that this man in my dream was Jesus. He carried me and talk with me, reminding me that when all else fades, He still remains and He still walk beside me. And as I woke up this morning, this song was in my head “Enough” – Chris Tomlin. Go and listen and be blessed 🙂